is it predetermined?
have just came back from a hospital. a colleague has just had a new baby borned.
talked with her about having a baby, it seems a real struggle to have a cute small little baby to hold.
morethan one time i thought about any mommy around the world. what really surprised me is, how a gentle-mild-tender lady could be so brave involving a “life-or-death” battle at the first time she choose to have a baby? it’s so incredible! me, myself, i am affraid of such a battle 
one of a colleague said it is predetermined for woman. so, just be a part of the process :p
i am just not so be able to accept it… is it because of predetermined so woman has to feel the pain? and so instead, what is predetermined for man?
to have a job and earn money to fulfill the needs of his family?
is that all? if that so, i said: woman could do it by herself.
and then… what else? i don’t know. to let woman feel comfort and safe? i really have no idea.
what i believe is: the Lord will never state injustice condition both for man and woman.
later, perhaps the Lord will let me know His purposes with this “predetermined”, if it is really a predetermined…
