i wish tomorrow you wouldn’t have to go, but i know you would go.
so i will have another 2 weeks to spend without you.
sometimes i just want to be used with this kind of situation, which means, i will not miss you too much, well but still thinking of you much
reffering to the schedule, you will have to go once every 2 months.
will it be easier for me to let myself be used with your schedule?
but no, i don’t want to. i know you don’t want me to also.
we have talked about this many times before.
being used to this situation will drive us easier to be separated. why? since once we are okay to be separated, we will be used to be separated. we don’t want it to be that way.
it is better to feel the way we have now. sad to be separated so we want to meet each other more. so we realize that each time we could be together is precious moment to have.
and the most precious thing for me is: we belong to each other…