is there always light after dark?
after some weeks (or months?) doing things with property agent and bank loan stuff, which drove me mad nearly all the times….
well at last, (should i say: ) there’s a light after the dark
thanks to all the people that helping us throught this (&$@(#&$*()@#&$ moment.
especially thanks to someone, very kind one, which lent us money (about half of the need) at once 
surely, it was so surprising
then to my always fiance, which sooo patience through these bad times, supporting me and understand every bla-bla-bla i grumbled about
next, thanks to the bank staff which very patience, helping, supporting 
next, thanks to the owner which very young yet so wise.
hope we can do this transaction well!!
and the most thanks to my Lord, forgive me for feeling so desperate before, for thinking nobody would help, for believing in your way but worried about my future.
but Lord, you really taught me how to believe….
